Feel like I’m more in control of my ship

April 4, 2010 Uncategorized 2 Comments

For months now I’ve felt like I’ve been out of control and while I probably have been I found myself telling the wife last night that I actually feel a little more in control these days.

Actually what I told her was that I feel a little more in control of my ship these days. The analogy obviously being to that of a ship captain…

Previously I felt like I was following a set course and I felt like I didn’t know if what I was doing would lead me to where I wanted to go. I was following a business plan that I had seen work before through personal experience and while I added my own twists and variations the core of the pan remained the same.

Like I’ve said before I may not have the money that other entrepreneurs may have but I definitely have the desire and the hard work ethic and mentally all I needed to know was that i was on the track. Unfortunately like I spoke about in my last post you don’t normally get that in business.

But finally after months of entrepreneurship I feel feel like I have a better grasp of everything… like I’m more in control of my ship like I told the wife the other day.

And the crazy thing of it all is I really don’t why. My instinct tells me that it’s just experience starting to take over a little bit and maybe just feeling a little more comfortable and relaxed in my world of disarray.

Sorry for the rambling in this post but my brain starts to feel like jello after being awake for about 18 hours. Happens all the time… I know exactly when I’ve been up for far too long!